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[Dec. 21st, 2008|03:10 am] |
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silver linning on the dark pathway
it's just those nights you settle down and start to sort out your thoughts,
and realised how complicated stuffs may be.
they never seem to fall into place,
then figure ,might be the best way out
but those thoughts seem so unsettling, so convoluted .
there's so much we dont say, maybe you're right.
that's why it's this way that makes it even more complex
there's rules to obey, and not plunging seems like the best option.
when time's up, and it's time to go ,
move on and not look back.
they say they dont need to come in words,
but actions aint lasting through.
so tell me what to expect for
i dont wish for answers,
but a clearer picture now.
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[Dec. 16th, 2008|01:51 am] |
Chasing Love
Seems it's always like this
Never ending
I can't stay away
And I take my chances
Put my heart out
Hopin' it won't break
When that moment comes
It wipes away all of the tears I've cried
As it takes me over
Elevates me here
Gives me wings to fly
Sometimes when nothin' turns out right
I wonder if it's worth the fight
Sometimes I wish that I could say
That I've had enough
Still I keep on goin' back for more
Cause there's one thing that I can't get tired of
And that's chasing love
We just give and give in hope of getting
Something in return
All the times I've fallen
Even though I knew that I'd get hurt
I'm still looking for you
Reachin' out
Still waiting for my turn
And wherever it may lead me I'll follow I'm there
I'm not givin' in I'm not givin' up
I've been waitin' all my life for this moment to share
I'll be hangin' on and no matter what
I'll be chasin' love
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[Nov. 11th, 2008|12:05 am] |
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we linger on the past and fantasize about our future
ocip trip in less than 2weeks time
mawai trip in less than 3weeks time
HONGKONG trip in less than 2months' time
facil facil gonna start in 3-4 weeks time
upcoming parties in a week's time.
holidays preoccupied with activites but i guess i'm gonna love it!(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINS! RU &YA YOU'RE EIGHTEEENNN! loves lovess.
AND COUNTDOWN FEW MORE DAYS TO END OF A'S! and then it's major catching up time with everyoneee. can't wait can't wait.
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[Nov. 1st, 2008|10:32 pm] |
GAME ON
somehow, it's getting more and more complicated.
but yet at the same time,i'm loving the whole phase.
it's definitely not the best way out, but i do feel blessed(:
while you left things hanging, i left it the way it was.
ropes are coming my way, i'm grabbing on now
pull tighter ,closer if you really want it.
you got to show to it. i'm not gonna just hang on and keep waiting for you to do anything.
feelings do sway, dont wait till then .
say it before it's too late.
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[Oct. 8th, 2008|04:23 pm] |
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sacrifice.
such a big word,often replayed.
it doesnt come easy, not easy when a choice is involved.
outcome not guranteed,cost not compensated.
yet still, everyone ,at one point of time are inclined towards this noble idea of sacrificing for the better good.
THE ROAD TO HELL IS PAVED WITH GOOD ITENTION.
so do we really benefit from this self sacrification or are we just making up an excuse to feel better about it? |
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[Sep. 14th, 2008|07:21 pm] |
 
GIRLS NIGHT-OUT. hahah. totally missed the netballers. pity nina couldnt make it ):
pretty much busy with studying taking up MOST of my time and i'm thinking i should get some anti-depressant pills soon mannn.
pressure's up sky high. with my last chance.
and i reallly want this badly.
hope all things goes well
and oh! OCIP TRIP to chang rai &hongkong trip are my motivation to do well fro promos.
do my best and let god do the rest.
i know he will be by my side and guide me along.
for this, i pray.
(:
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[Aug. 10th, 2008|06:18 pm] |
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what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.
open water training over at sentosa yesterday morning. and i'm aching all all over from it now.
imagine 3months of just lazing around. and getting back momentum for open water was hard.
but i guess it's all part of preparation now .this year's team getting smaller and training with sp's players just exposed each other's determination to do well for this year's nationals.
there's quite a few new event that i may have to take up this year! quite excited about it but gosh. pressure is up):
sprints and relay aside, tried board resue and may just team up with vienna for it. surfing out to pick up vienna and back to shore.
super fun yet tiring at the same time! HAHAHHA.
ohhh, but at the same time, an incident just reminded me how dangerous open water can be.
in the midst of training, at some spot not far away from us, a group of people were drowning and CPR had to be done by those on duty because 2 were unconcious for awhile. luckily, they were saved and alright. the group of us may all be lifeguards, yet is not up to us given the situation.
but yes. thumbs up for all lifesavers! (:
I NEED MOTIVATION TO STUDYYY.
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[Aug. 3rd, 2008|03:05 pm] |
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the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.
it aint gonnna continue.
it's so uncertain. the ambiguous feeling kills.
it's leaving me hanging onto an invisible thread.
it's making me so vulnerable.
and i won't allow that. it's too wild.
it's taking too long.wayy too long.
i dont wanna wait for any moves anymore,it's too taxing.
whatever happens i'm gonna allow it.
it's not exclusive.
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[Jul. 21st, 2008|11:11 pm] |
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Rain ,may be heaven's subtle way to remind us to let go of our loads.
for which just like how the extra burden is been carried by the clouds,
they block the sun rays from reaching the ground.
just like how we carry our unhappiness upon our shoulders
they blurs our vision towards our goals.
we may just need to learn to let go of them.
and just like how the sky may start to clear up,
we do, will be able to face our paths ahead with clear mind and just pure joy.
by then , we might just be able to bring joy to other people's life ,
just like how the rainbow brings about a smile on those whom it crosses it's path with. |
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